 I watched helplessly as Susan lost her soul to 40 the machine. Standing 40 there completely impotent to act 40 I watched her eyes, once so sparkling 40 with life and joy and yes...love turn pale 40inchplus and milky 40inchplus like those of a dead fish in a meat market 40. This was what I had wanted so badly 40. What she had 40 been willing to 40inchplus do to never lose me. But 40 in attempting to become my perfect fantasy I instead 40 beheld an animated 40 silver corpse 40, which never could again give me 40inchplus the warmth of her love. She was plus software instead of soul. Steel plus instead of tenderness. She was the perfect 40 lover, companion, would never displease or fail in anything asked of her. She was plus after all, programmed that 40inchplus way. But humanity cannot be 40inchplus programmed, a person can be programmed, but humanity, true 40 caring and love can only 40 be imitated within the limits of circuits and programming. I was 40 suddenly very alone in the perfect relationship. And 40 as time plus progressed, I 40 came to understand that I had not only killed her; but like some ghoulish fiend, stole 40inchplus to the graveyard and desecrated her corpse. Her cold metal corpse. And even worse 40 yet I had played 40 god and brought this beautiful abomination back, and like some fetishistic Frankenstein reanimated her corpse to fulfill my demented needs. As she 40 had demanded I do. I remembered that she had wanted this, at least as much as I did. It was her 40inchplus fantasy too. To be powerless, helpless images in her own body plus, a mindless 40 ever ready 40 toy. The perfect robot plaything. But the realities 40 of the 40inchplus "real" world and the fantasy of fiction images are not always 40 the images same or compatible. To tinker with the human brain, reprogram or alter it isn't so specific 40 a 40inchplus process at our current level of technology 40 as to be able to pick selectively which plus things to alter. Realistically such technologies are still centuries away. So REAL world robotization or chemical mind images control 40inchplus or 40 any such procedures 40 are plus more like lobotomizing the "subject"/victim than "fine tuning". That's the sad reality. But she wanted to be mine forever. Wanted to be 40 beautiful forever. Wanted to be half 40 human/ half something from a 40 sci-fi movie. The ultimate 40 bondage slave was one who was bound inside herself. A slave 40 in her own mind. The 40 fantasy overrode the 40inchplus reality that SHE 40 would be gone. We rationalized that some of her would remain. Trapped in the fantasy 40. That being the fantasy 40. The thrill. The excitement. We proceeded joyfully, blindly.
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